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[bibeakerbabe]

Hey, didn't you suggest possibly a different Dark/Punishment Game at some point?

Similar to what you did to Souha?

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[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

She seems nice as I said. But she's too slovenly.

There's always turning me into a boy. But. Eh.

...?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Mmm...

...as cute as that could be, I do rather like you as you are... Although...

Since you can't believe that she had parents, remember? I know you didn't mean it that way, but saying that someone might have been abandoned, or other such theories, tend to suggest that someone was discarded because they were/are worthless. Needless to say, she was hurt... not to mention it reminded her of those that aren't with her anymore.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Mmm?

Well, it is a Penalty game. You may not want it but, I have to suffer if you win.

She doesn't have parents. O_o

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Just thinking, and agreeing, more or less.

...I tend to prefer a very loose definition of 'suffering' for my penalty games. Although... what would you do as a male, anyway?

...Vidya...

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Oh ah.

... Nothing really. Though... I suppose I could use more to understand girls like Yasu and Shiyoko. Perhaps make me more like them? Hmm.

What?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...Hmm... Still, I think you're just about right as you are. If anything, you could use a tad more tact, not testosterone.

Difficulty wrapping your head around it or not, you should try and accept what Umu and I have said as fact. That she does... or did, at least... have parents.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Tact? Though, I am afraid I am a little gungho to judge.

... Really?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Yes, tact. Although you haven't had much of a chance to learn it... but you're generally trying. I'm not exactly the best of teachers for that, either.

Gungho?

Yes, really. They lived in Domino, where everyone is vanishing from.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Mmm.

I tend to write off girls like Yasu as unintelligent whores, I have to admit.

... Ah... Right.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

But... just so long as you keep trying, and try to make amends when you go too far... then that's all you can really do.

Mmm... I do too. Shiyoko... can be smart, she just chooses some foolish things from her background. Who knows, maybe Yasu is similar.

But the more important thing is not to suggest someone was abandoned. It shoots straight at their self worth. It also suggests a certain level of 'worthlessness'... Which I realize you didn't mean, but again, it hurt her.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Thanks...

So... yeah. I think if I lose, I think we should try and use it to have me try and understand them a little better...

Sorry... but. Hell, everything points to it. Even the documents are.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

I don't mean to be hard on you... you know that, right?

Hmm... Oh fine, male for... however long it is.

Again, documents can be changed. There's a REASON you keep feeling like there should be more data then there is.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

I need a firm sturdy hand.

Male? How would that have me understand them? O_o I meant more mentally like them.

... Yeah. But...

It seems strange that Umu of all people would have parents.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Heh... good girl. I still wish I could be gentler sometimes.

...ah, misunderstood. ...although, really, they tend to act like males, so being male for a bit yourself would probably help... besides, I'd rather change your gender than mess with your mind.

...how is it strange?

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Heh.

Isn't that the game's purpose, to do that for you?

Her having parents is like putting mustard on potatoes. Doesn't make sense.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Yes, but I still don't like messing with your mind... especially with you.

She's human. Why WOULDN'T she have parents?

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

The testorone would alter my mind regardless.

... She's human?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Exactly. And that would be plenty, without trying to force certain views or the like on you.

...what did you think she was?

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

It's not forcing when I willing want to learn why they act that way.

... An Umu?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Becoming a guy could help. Particularly for Shiyoko, who grew up around all guys, I believe.

...heh. No, dear, she's human. So she has parents... or had, anyway.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

I'd rather mentally think like them, but that works. Though, a male me could still just be a scientist.

... Huh.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Potentially. But with how you are, having a change in chemical balance will probably affect your outlook... just look at what happened with Souha.

...is it REALLY that hard to believe?

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Mentally is still my prefrence, but fine fine.

For me? Yeah.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...I'm not sure how I would do it, regardless... but... Eh, maybe I'll just be lazy and say that's the 'penalty' portion. ;P

...I guess that always was difficult for you, wasn't it? Being able to accept things outside of your experience and knowledge.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Boy's fine. But I do like being physically a girl.

And lazy how?

... No. Just seems messed up for her to have Parents. O_o