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[bibeakerbabe]

Hey, didn't you suggest possibly a different Dark/Punishment Game at some point?

Similar to what you did to Souha?

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[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Yes, tact. Although you haven't had much of a chance to learn it... but you're generally trying. I'm not exactly the best of teachers for that, either.

Gungho?

Yes, really. They lived in Domino, where everyone is vanishing from.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Mmm.

I tend to write off girls like Yasu as unintelligent whores, I have to admit.

... Ah... Right.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

But... just so long as you keep trying, and try to make amends when you go too far... then that's all you can really do.

Mmm... I do too. Shiyoko... can be smart, she just chooses some foolish things from her background. Who knows, maybe Yasu is similar.

But the more important thing is not to suggest someone was abandoned. It shoots straight at their self worth. It also suggests a certain level of 'worthlessness'... Which I realize you didn't mean, but again, it hurt her.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Thanks...

So... yeah. I think if I lose, I think we should try and use it to have me try and understand them a little better...

Sorry... but. Hell, everything points to it. Even the documents are.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

I don't mean to be hard on you... you know that, right?

Hmm... Oh fine, male for... however long it is.

Again, documents can be changed. There's a REASON you keep feeling like there should be more data then there is.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

I need a firm sturdy hand.

Male? How would that have me understand them? O_o I meant more mentally like them.

... Yeah. But...

It seems strange that Umu of all people would have parents.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Heh... good girl. I still wish I could be gentler sometimes.

...ah, misunderstood. ...although, really, they tend to act like males, so being male for a bit yourself would probably help... besides, I'd rather change your gender than mess with your mind.

...how is it strange?

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Heh.

Isn't that the game's purpose, to do that for you?

Her having parents is like putting mustard on potatoes. Doesn't make sense.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Yes, but I still don't like messing with your mind... especially with you.

She's human. Why WOULDN'T she have parents?

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

The testorone would alter my mind regardless.

... She's human?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Exactly. And that would be plenty, without trying to force certain views or the like on you.

...what did you think she was?

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

It's not forcing when I willing want to learn why they act that way.

... An Umu?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Becoming a guy could help. Particularly for Shiyoko, who grew up around all guys, I believe.

...heh. No, dear, she's human. So she has parents... or had, anyway.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

I'd rather mentally think like them, but that works. Though, a male me could still just be a scientist.

... Huh.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Potentially. But with how you are, having a change in chemical balance will probably affect your outlook... just look at what happened with Souha.

...is it REALLY that hard to believe?

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Mentally is still my prefrence, but fine fine.

For me? Yeah.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

...I'm not sure how I would do it, regardless... but... Eh, maybe I'll just be lazy and say that's the 'penalty' portion. ;P

...I guess that always was difficult for you, wasn't it? Being able to accept things outside of your experience and knowledge.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Boy's fine. But I do like being physically a girl.

And lazy how?

... No. Just seems messed up for her to have Parents. O_o

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

I rather like you as a girl as well. But hey, you're trying to turn me into one here. ;P

Lazy as in going with male instead of trying to figure out how I'd want to do something mental.

...I really don't see how it is.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

XP That's because girls are cuter.

Just say "Become more horny and macho"? ::Shrug::

It just is.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Heh. That they are, that they are~

...Fine, suit yourself.

Well, she does.. and she misses them, and worries about them a lot. Besides for us, and her two friends, I think that's all she has... and her parents and two friends have been there a lot longer than we have.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Heh.

It does suit me. I don't want to be a boy, I merely wish to understand some of your friends.

... Mmm...

So. When do you want to do this?

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

Although it does make me wonder... if it wasn't for me, would you be a lesbian?

I tend to appreciate their more feminine and vulnerable aspects, as apposed to their masculine qualities.

Yeah...

Hmm... tonight or this weekend seem good. It really depends more on when you're free, and if anything crazy happens.

[bibeakerbabe.livejournal.com]

Technically, I was completely opposed to sex when we first meant.

Still, it wouldn't hurt to try and wear their masks or something.

I'm free, really.

[pureplainpatron.livejournal.com]

True. Of course, you weren't going to live this long originally either... but I mean more in the sense, if I wasn't around, would you be a lesbian?

Hmm... sure. Sounds fair enough.

It's not like you'll have trouble finding me. ^_~